Happy 2k17 guyssss! Can't believe how fast time flies and I am no longer a high school student anymore? I didn't thought that I would miss high school life this much tho. I was looking forward to graduate since I enter high school like I don't think there's anything to miss or feel sad about? tsktsk they say high school life is the best moment that you will ever have in your life but I didn't made a lot of friends like we do not contact anymore after graduate. Life after graduate is sad cause my class didn't have class trip or gathering AT ALL. We actually lost contact to one another after graduate. Compare to 5Ber I felt so so sad cause their class is like class goals tho. They went Langkawi together and they actually have a class gathering right after spm and I am so envyyyyyy when I look at their snapchat and photos. How I wish I can go for a vacation with my classmates.
Another sad thing is that I started working on 31/11/2016 when spm just finish on 30/11 and I only manage to go karaoke with jiahui and that's all. I did not hangout with anyone else until now and I really miss everyone of them including jiahui :( I work as a sales assistant for a branded apparel in aeon earlier. The working hours is freaking long and I actually have no life when I am working,haih. However I meet some of my friends when I was working and I feel so blessed to have them in my life cause they actually came to say hi and ask me if I am doing fine. On the first day of working I felt so damn sad cause I could not mix with my colleagues there since most of them know each other for three years and some even more. But mie mige jiayie and sean came to talk to me and I got to say I feel so happy to have meet them. Mie mige came for five times tho huehue <3 And now I am not working there anymore. On the last day of 2016 my gang actually jio me out for a countdown gathering but I couldn't make it cause I was having fever,sore throat and cough and I really look super terrible. However the 5 hrs karaoke with jiahui right after spm made everything worth it.
I actually wanted an office work and if possible something related to finance and account? I wanted to write my working experience in the resume if possible. However most of the company wanted to hire those with experience and I am so damn pekcek about this!! cause if all of the company only want to hire those with experience then how on the world fresh graduate will get experience la. ok since I don't even have my spm result slip yet so forget about it. Now I wish to find myself an online typist job but guess what? dumbass peiting is cheatedddddd!! I found a job which says that it's an online typist job for educational materials. I thought it will be helpful for myself since I can read something while helping them to type and also I can get some money right. If I was lucky enough I might get account text book also? so the person asked me to bank in RM50 as a deposit in case I spoiled the book or what but she said it's refundable so I was okay with it cause I understand that most of the uni text book is expensive. I was told that I will get my book in 7-14 working days but I already felt so insecure when it's only 7 days after I bank in and I decided to double confirm with the so call employer la. But the lady blocked me and disappear in the world... I checked online and learnt that a lot of people were trapped by the lady out there. so there goes my hard earn money ugh. Now I will never trust all the online bullshit anymore cause I can't afford to. I have no idea how to tell my family about this and now I am a lost girl at home doing nothing. I seriously felt so sad for this world like since when human became this ugly. Remember that no matter how beautiful you are , you are ugly if you have a ugly heart. ;) And for the lady who cheated my money,I hope this 50ringgit help you and may god bless you cause I believe in karma. :)
Now I am super free since I did not plan to find work yet at least before cny I won't. I want to use this time wisely before I start my college life.Talk about college life, I am quite excited for this. I actually think of taking January intake in mid December last year but I only got 15k scholarship for my course and I felt that it's very little.:( Both of my sister got full scholarship tho. I felt so lost now cause I am not sure if my spm result will turn out good or vise versa. If my spm result is bad I will not get full scholarship anymore and that means I have to use the money in my bank account. and what's worse is that the amount of scholarship I get might be lower than 15k. Let's pray peiting get good grades ok straight As ok **finger crossed** A lot of my friends took jan intake tho and mie mige jiayie are taking same course together at sunway. That's pretty nice for them cause they get to continue being bestie! They jio me to have meals together when I enter sunway soon and my heart feel so warm! So far 2k17 is being nice and guess what my eldest sister is coming back from Taiwan in a weekkkkkk! I can't wait to see her and go shopping and play and eat with her.She's only coming back once a year tho :( she got herself a bf huehue and they are really sweeeeeetttttttttt. ohgod. okayla that's all for today and if you manage to read until here,thanks you for reading. A big thumbs up for you! :D
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