New Year Resolution

          I don't believe in the new year new me shit because it's not like oh it's a new year and i get to born again or restart my life. It's impossible. You yourself remain unchanged. What makes you different is your mind. Your mind control what you think and that's what that matter. New year resolution is quite mainstream but hah I think it's like a planner for the whole year so yeah I'm doing this. Let's get started! 🤓

1. Work out regularly and eat clean.
If you know me well, I'm not satisfied with my body shape and I've been working on it for some time. But due to spm earlier I stopped my work out because I want to focus on study. And I've been binge eating during the whole month because spm is so stressful. PLUS Food heals your soul.🤗 And the result is, peiting became a fat fat fat potato. So I wish to pick up my work out again and let it be my daily routine. I did not register as a gym member at any gym cos I don't have moneyyyyyyyyyy. Maybe after I enter sunway I will register sungym. Hah not sure yet la. Most of the time I just follow a youtube video and if I  have extra time I will go for a jog at the park. But for your information, exercising is not enough if you want to burn dem fatssss. You need to control your eating habit too because most of the delicious food have very very high calories especially chinese food. tsktsk. Eat more fruits and vegetables and avoid supper. For me myself, I only sleep four hours after my last meal cos I read up some article on the internet and that's what they say.

my motivation

This taiwan artist (insta:misshopehope) is my role model. She practice a healthy lifestyle and she's always positive! 💪🌞 check her out if you're interested. huehue 

2. Spend more time with family.
I'm not sure if I've said before, ever since I start working I really really really miss my family a lot cos I don't get to see my family. I work from 9am-10:30pm and sometimes 11:00pm. I cried in my working place because I really miss home a lot, especially when you go through hard times at work. So after I resign, I literally follow my siblings and mummy go anywhere. I appreciate every second spent with family although sometimes I do argue with them. Besides, I want to take a lot of pictures with my family members before it's too late. If you've read my first post, I lose my father. Believe it or not, I do not have a picture with him. AT ALL. When I was small, my father used to take good photos of us. But now we tends to take more picture with our friends and not family anymore.We often forget that as we are growing up,our parents are growing old too. We all know that death is inevitable and that's sad. That's why we should cherish every moment spent with family and don't leave regrets.

我家小漂亮

四千金

denim denim 

peiting swag since 99™

granny's birthday 2014.

granny's birthday 2016.

"Ohana means family. Family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten. "

3. Be kind and thoughtful.
I wanna learn to treat myself and people around me with kindness. Kind people are so important. They're like angel on the earth. 😇 Learn to control your tempers. Take a deep breath when you're angry and think if this problem will ever matter after ten years. If it don't, let it go. I'm not someone with good temper. I'm very impatient. I always scold my youngest sister whenever she do some very small mistakes. But nobody have the responsible to treat you with manners and all even if it's your family. Learnt that you yourself should take control of what you feel and what you do. Be responsible of your action and be thankful whenever someone treat you politely. I guess all of us must have meet some kind people in our life. Be it strangers or friends or family. Kind people can easily made one's day so we should always practice that. Be kind. Be courageous.

4. Meet new people and make new friends. 
I'm super socially awkward and introvert. I am not someone who know how to make new friends and that sucks. That's why I don't have strong leadership in myself. I really want to meet more people and learn from each and everyone of them. I want to improve myself and not to be anti social anymore.

5. Travel to somewhere. 

世界很大，我想出去看看. I want to travel to somewhere I've never been to with my friends and family. There's so many places to explore. I would love to travel to China, Taiwan, Iceland, Dubai, NYC and Paris. And if it's possible, I want to meet a travel buddy as well as best best best friend. True friend is rare and I hope I have one, just like daphne and jane chuck. THEY'RE FRIENDSHIP GOALSSS! Check them out in insta and fb if you're interested lol. 

6. Study consistently and be systematic in life. 

Study is important. And it's fun. In 2017, I'm starting my college life. I'm taking account in Sunway. I really want to study consistently in college and get good grades. I want to make my parents proud. erm I bought myself a pretty planner from typo and I want to plan my life. I don't want to waste my time slacking and procrastinate around. I want to live systematically and I think that's how auditor do. 

7. Spread positive vibes. 

I admit I'm not a very very positive person.There are times where I just can't stop thinking negatively especially when I'm emotional. I'm trying my best to be a positive person. I want to spread positivity to people around me. 

Keep your eyes on what matters. 

There are too many things in this world that were made to bring you down. You are doing a good work. 

Don't come down, don't let up ,don't give in. 

Soon we will be on better days. 

Those were the major things I want to achieve in 2k17. I hope I can do this. May 2017 be a wonderful year and Happy New Year everybody! Lastly, I'm doing a appreciation post down here. Thanks to each and everyone of you. Remember that, 终有些路风大雨大太阳大，走下去可能会很累，但不走会后悔! 

22 family. 💉🚑

Waffle face. 🐣

You don't gang. 🐯🐰

Last time selfie in school uni. 

fav twins. ❤

Classmates for 2015&2016. 

I really miss NA & AA. 

NC 💞

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Happy New Year!

              Happy 2k17 guyssss! Can't believe how fast time flies and I am no longer a high school student anymore? I didn't thought that I would miss high school life this much tho. I was looking forward to graduate since I enter high school like I don't think there's anything to miss or feel sad about? tsktsk they say high school life is the best moment that you will ever have in your life but I didn't made a lot of friends like we do not contact anymore after graduate. Life after graduate is sad cause my class didn't have class trip or gathering AT ALL. We actually lost contact to one another after graduate. Compare to 5Ber I felt so so sad cause their class is like class goals tho. They went Langkawi together and they actually have a class gathering right after spm and I am so envyyyyyy when I look at their snapchat and photos. How I wish I can go for a vacation with my classmates.

               Another sad thing is that I started working on 31/11/2016 when spm just finish on 30/11 and I only manage to go karaoke with jiahui and that's all. I did not hangout with anyone else until now and I really miss everyone of them including jiahui :(  I work as a sales assistant for a branded apparel in aeon earlier. The working hours is freaking long and I actually have no life when I am working,haih. However I meet some of my friends when I was working and I feel so blessed to have them in my life cause they actually came to say hi and ask me if I am doing fine. On the first day of working I felt so damn sad cause I could not mix with my colleagues there since most of them know each other for three years and some even more. But mie mige jiayie and sean came to talk to me and I got to say I feel so happy to have meet them. Mie mige came for five times tho huehue <3 And now I am not working there anymore.  On the last day of 2016 my gang actually jio me out for a countdown gathering but I couldn't make it cause I was having fever,sore throat and cough and I really look super terrible. However the 5 hrs karaoke with jiahui right after spm made everything worth it.

                I actually wanted an office work and if possible something related to finance and account? I wanted to write my working experience in the resume if possible. However most of the company wanted to hire those with experience and I am so damn pekcek about this!! cause if all of the company only want to hire those with experience then how on the world fresh graduate will get experience la. ok since I don't even have my spm result slip yet so forget about it. Now I wish to find myself an online typist job but guess what? dumbass peiting is cheatedddddd!! I found a job which says that it's an online typist job for educational materials. I thought it will be helpful for myself since I can read something while helping them to type and also I can get some money right. If I was lucky enough I might get account text book also? so the person asked me to bank in RM50 as a deposit in case I spoiled the book or what but she said it's refundable so I was okay with it cause I understand that most of the uni text book is expensive. I was told that I will get my book in 7-14 working days but I already felt so insecure when it's only 7 days after I bank in and I decided to double confirm with the so call employer la. But the lady blocked me and disappear in the world... I checked online and learnt that a lot of people were trapped by the lady out there. so there goes my hard earn money ugh. Now I will never trust all the online bullshit anymore cause I can't afford to. I have no idea how to tell my family about this and now I am a lost girl at home doing nothing. I seriously felt so sad for this world like since when human became this ugly. Remember that no matter how beautiful you are , you are ugly if you have a ugly heart. ;) And for the lady who cheated my money,I hope this 50ringgit help you and may god bless you cause I believe in karma. :)

               Now I am super free since I did not plan to find work yet at least before cny I won't. I want to use this time wisely before I start my college life.Talk about college life, I am quite excited for this. I actually think of taking January intake in mid December last year but I only got 15k scholarship for my course and I felt that it's very little.:( Both of my sister got full scholarship tho. I felt so lost now cause I am not sure if my spm result will turn out good or vise versa. If my spm result is bad I will not get full scholarship anymore and that means I have to use the money in my bank account. and what's worse is that the amount of scholarship I get might be lower than 15k. Let's pray peiting get good grades ok straight As ok **finger crossed** A lot of my friends took jan intake tho and mie mige jiayie are taking same course together at sunway. That's pretty nice for them cause they get to continue being bestie! They jio me to have meals together when I enter sunway soon and my heart feel so warm! So far 2k17 is being nice and guess what my eldest sister is coming back from Taiwan in a weekkkkkk! I can't wait to see her and go shopping and play and eat with her.She's only coming back once a year tho :( she got herself a bf huehue and they are really sweeeeeetttttttttt. ohgod. okayla that's all for today and if you manage to read until here,thanks you for reading. A big thumbs up for you! :D